they never let you stop being the black sheep. things might get better, they might get worse, but you're stuck this way, and time has ed to make it so it doesn't matter if it was your fault or not, this is just how things shook out, and you have to make the best of it. jonathan demme loves his characters so much, loves them more than most people would, loves their indignities and stand-offishness and nursed wounds, loves them…
